Friday, January 15, 2010 2:15 AMY
Hey ppl! wats up??
So..ya'll know i took O lvls rite?? well guess wat??
I flunk..yep..FLUNK..all bcos of maths..i got 9 for maths
so therefore..all my other subs were pulled down n tat
gave me a total of 30 points..dangit! but tats okays..
i'll just go to ITE then..well..tats life..theres ups n downs..
he was thr tat day..well..i wasnt sure wether he was thr to
take the bracelet i bought or to see the love of his life..
i guess its to see the love of his life..i try soo very hard
to let go of my feelings for him but its too hard..
i cant do it..i dunno why i love him..i just LOVE him ALOT..
im not sad tat he likes my fren..i dunno..i just..love him..
this morning my uncle called me whn i was sleeping..
i looked at the number n thot uji was calling me..hahahs..
naive arent i?? yeah..i dunno wat to do abt him now..
its like everytime i try to throw away those feelings i have for
him..he pulls me back in to stay..haish..watever it is i hope
he gets her..n i hope they're happy :)
oh..the internet at hme got cut off..so everytime i wanna use the net
i come to the library..haish..hahas..well..last words : I LOVE YOU!! <3
renAi xD
So..ya'll know i took O lvls rite?? well guess wat??
I flunk..yep..FLUNK..all bcos of maths..i got 9 for maths
so therefore..all my other subs were pulled down n tat
gave me a total of 30 points..dangit! but tats okays..
i'll just go to ITE then..well..tats life..theres ups n downs..
he was thr tat day..well..i wasnt sure wether he was thr to
take the bracelet i bought or to see the love of his life..
i guess its to see the love of his life..i try soo very hard
to let go of my feelings for him but its too hard..
i cant do it..i dunno why i love him..i just LOVE him ALOT..
im not sad tat he likes my fren..i dunno..i just..love him..
this morning my uncle called me whn i was sleeping..
i looked at the number n thot uji was calling me..hahahs..
naive arent i?? yeah..i dunno wat to do abt him now..
its like everytime i try to throw away those feelings i have for
him..he pulls me back in to stay..haish..watever it is i hope
he gets her..n i hope they're happy :)
oh..the internet at hme got cut off..so everytime i wanna use the net
i come to the library..haish..hahas..well..last words : I LOVE YOU!! <3
renAi xD
Thursday, December 31, 2009 5:10 AMY
ookay peeps! just as i thot..he likes sum1 else..
but tats okays..i wish him n her the best ^.^
hehes..ganbatte ne! JYJY! ^.^
well..got news..but not good..my aunts mum just
passed away earlier today..like 2.47am..yeah..
didnt get to go because shes all the way in Msia..
n another news is tat..my cousins getting engage tomoro!
hope all goes well for him ^.^
yeah..soo..u see..i dont know wether to feel sad or happy..
like 2 incidents happening at once..this new year was
supposed to be a happy one..haish..tats okays..
then later my both my elder sis n my cousin is gonna take
my lil sis..my aunt..my niece n me out to countdown!!
wooowee~~ hahahas xD
n n..i thot of quitting my job..butbut..my manager aint
letting me go tat easily..haish..guess i'll just have to play
the fading game in tat one..hahahas xD
alot is happening..its gonna be 2010 in a few hours..
3 more hours..i think..hahahs xD
well..basically..im HOPE i get into a poly nxt year..
hahahas..n hopefully i get into the course tat i want..
n n..maybe get bike license! YEAH!! daddy approved of it!
^.^ n car license as well..if i can afford..hahas xD
well..guess i'll go now..janee..take care ^.^
renAi xD
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 8:17 AMY
hey..omg!!! hes in love!!! i wonder with who..
haish..well..whoever tat gal is..i wish him well..
i wanna ask him..but how?? haish..shy sia..
how?? how??? haish..hes one thing..the other thing
tats bothering me is my job..haish..soo stressing..
mac got to escape..i didnt..wth..how uhs??
how?? help me anyone?? please?
hahahas..well..ok lahs..i wanna go..no mood..
janee..take care..
renAi xD
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 7:37 PMY
back from bandung ppl! xD
i had loads of fun!! shopping and all..hahas..
omg! but its good to be back..haish..during my
stay there..i kept thinking about him..like 24/7..
I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!! <3 ne?? ne??
^.^
omg omg!! u noe wat?? at his PM he wrote
"i dreamt abt U N I kinda miss U hahas"
aaahhhhhh!!! i wonder who tat lucky girl is..
dangit! hahahs..i wanna go ask him..butbut..i shy..
hahas..how?? how??? haish..all i noe is..
i sure no chance one..hahahas xD
well..yeah..
omg! u noe wat?? the zoo in bandung is off the hook!
they let the animals out! yeah u read it..the animals were
not in cages! how awesome is tat?!
yeah..but we didnt walk..we had to drive in..
cool huh?? totally awesome!! n one of the tiger is really
really BIG!!! hahahas xD
awesome! so totally awesome!! ^.^
hehes..well..till here i guess..i wanna go get ready
for work..work -.-
hahahs..janee..
renAi xD
Thursday, December 24, 2009 6:08 AMY
hey ppl xD
wats good?? hahas..todays Xmas eve..n tomoros Xmas..
i dont celebrate Xmas so..yeah..hahas..well..its been
awhile since i last blog..i think..hahas..
so yeah..just wanna say tat i'll be leaving the SG
tomoro to go to Bandung , Indonesia..butbut i dont feel like
leaving..i dont know why tho..haish..i havent finished
packing yet..just to lazy to move..theres alot of thots in my
mind rite now..i dunno wat..but my brain is just thinking about
some things..i need an listening ear rite now..but u noe i want
the listening ear where ppl listen n talk after u finish talking &
not interfere when u're talking..dammit! i hate thinking about things
haish..watever..i hope going to Bandung would help calm me down abit..
n..before i leave..at least by tonight..i have to say goodbye to him..
hahas..yes..hes always in my thots.. xD
well..i guess i'll go now..go n msn..listen songs..n pack my bag
maybe..hahas..yeah..
renAi xD
Thursday, December 17, 2009 6:03 AMY
ARGH!!! my brain n heart hurts soo bad..
T.T i guess i love him too much..butbut..he doesnt care so..
its like everywhere i turn i see him or something..
creepy huh?? haish..cannot take it..
I LOVE YOU!! :) (L)
haish..i think he has sumbody else he likes eh..
surely ones..butbut i think only lahs..
haish im paranoid man..hahas..
i wonder how hurt he got by
his last relationship..but however his ex was, im NOT like her okays..
you just dont know me well enuf yet..
haish..i hate not knowing things..
i dont wanna sound despo or anything butbut..
gimme a chance..please? i wont let you down, I PROMISE!
wth..soo useless..u aint gonna read this..haish..
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU <3
renAi xD
Sunday, November 29, 2009 11:26 AMY
hello people ^.^
well..i just confessed to a guy i like..again..
n i think he thinks im joking..but im not..obviously..
i just dont noe what to say or do anymore..
haish..i guess the line 'i want you so bad u're my only wish'
by black eyed peas from the song meet me halfway is just
the right line for me right now..haish..
if u're reading this (fat hope, u wont read it i noe..)
i really really LOVE you..hontoni daisuki desu ^.^
if u dont have the same feelings for me its okay..
just tell me, but if u meet me outside..dont ignore me okays??
well..please listen to this song when you get a chance..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yi3Z1NESITA
ANATA TO DAISUKI <3
renAi xD
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